Old enough to know, but too young to care

Staring down the barrel of major life change is something people either relish or dread. I'm finding myself in a strange area of indifference. On the one hand, the fear and panic I usually feel in these situations isn't there. On the other hand, the excitement and happiness I was hoping I'd feel in it's place isn't there either. Mostly its just dull anxiety. A mixture of pride (yay! no fear!) and disappointment (boo! no excitement).

Hopefully all the lose end and decisions will be made by Monday and I'll know how I really feel. Until then, I'm just enjoying the winter sunshine.